Thursday, May 17, 2007
we all have stories...
everyone has a story...or stories...my story...stories...are all about me...who did me wrong...how misunderstood i am...how life just dealt me a raw deal...and how really wonderful i am...just no body recognizes this...but me...
i have blamed my problems on everyone and anyone that ever dared to get in the way of me having...my way...
if everyone would just act the way i want them too...everything would be wonderful!
DOES ANYONE SEE THEMSELVES?
i see me...i am still selfcentered...yes even in sobriety...after a year...am still not cured from the self-will that runs riot in my head...
everytime i think i have it under control...God plays a little joke on me and holds up a mirror...of self-will run riot...
the only difference today...is i do not stay there long...
when i get uncomfortable...i know that it is me...
since i have taken all the 12 steps of recovery...i have had a spritual awakening...and i know where the anwer to my problems lies...
continuing to take the 12 steps...action and more action...
starlightjustfortoday...
i have blamed my problems on everyone and anyone that ever dared to get in the way of me having...my way...
if everyone would just act the way i want them too...everything would be wonderful!
DOES ANYONE SEE THEMSELVES?
i see me...i am still selfcentered...yes even in sobriety...after a year...am still not cured from the self-will that runs riot in my head...
everytime i think i have it under control...God plays a little joke on me and holds up a mirror...of self-will run riot...
the only difference today...is i do not stay there long...
when i get uncomfortable...i know that it is me...
since i have taken all the 12 steps of recovery...i have had a spritual awakening...and i know where the anwer to my problems lies...
continuing to take the 12 steps...action and more action...
starlightjustfortoday...
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