finding myself not really wanting to "row the boat" today...and wondering why it matters anyway. if God is in charge of everything, then whether or not i row gently, hard, or not at all, want the boat get to where ever the stream of God is taking it...regardless? this from someone that has been sober for almost 9 months...haha! been dealing with a sick baby, busted transmission, and a lack of points needed to become a renter...and am powerless over all of it! sometimes it is difficult to be willing to be willing...but then other times, seems i have both oars in the water...and the boat seems to be heading in the right direction...guess as long as i don't drink or drug...all is as it should be...go figure...there must be a learning lesson in all of this...sometimes, when i don't feel like rowing...God's stream will take me where i need to go...or maybe, just maybe, i will wake up and already be there!
just for today, star.
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