Tuesday, February 27, 2007

miracles in the moment...

have been experiencing the miracles of the moment...just putting one foot in front of the other, having faith that God will take care of the outcome if i just continue to do the next right thing...and bam! miracles are happening everywhere...as i am sure they have always been, i am just more in tuned now...it is called sobriety! sometimes my mind is still fuzzy...and i am not sure of what i am doing, but i know that i am not drinking and drugging...and anything is better than that...that is my reality today. but the truth is, i am changing...how i perceive everything today is so different than what it was...every day, i start all over...am loving this one day at a time thing...after all, i can only live right now; am not promised anything more, so why not make the best of it? am getting better at just doing the dirty dishes in life, and leaving the results up to God. my faith is increasing with every moment. i am also making a habit of not worrying when i do not understand what is going on in a particular moment...just for today, i am walking through the moments. feeling what i feel...then letting it go...the so-called good and bad, and indifferent. just for today, i am at peace...

keeping it real...star.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I AM PROUD OF YOU FOR KEEPING IT REAL, Miss you.

Julia