when i first got sober some 15 months ago, i was very sensitive, and took a lot of things personal...that had to have been because i thought that the world revolved around me...(LOL)
today, not so much! haha...thanx to a program of recovery, i have matured a little anyways! and today, when someone is acting out, i am able to look past that and see a person in pain...
am beginning to see that the ONLY reason someone hurts another, is because they are hurting themselves.
today i do not feel the need to be right, or to take up for myself, or make excuses when someone appears to be accusative towards me or down right hateful...it is also a mirror of myself...that reminds me of old behaviours that i do not want to pick back up...
this is a blessing for me...to be able to look beyond another's hatefulness and see their humanness and pain...and to just not make a big deal out of it! progress...also, understanding this, keeps me from harboring resentments that can only hurt me...
my stuff, your stuff, and God's stuff...it is just that simple...
starlightjustfortoday...
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