the insanity of doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results is how i have lived most of my life. that is the "ism" of this alcoholic disease. the problem is not the drink or the drug. that is but a symptom of the problem. the problem centers in my mind. it is that insane obsession of the mind that i have that spills over into every aspect of my life. the only way that this obsession...over whatever i might be obsessing over at the time is relieved, is by a higher power. the steps are tools, and i must use them every day. it is much like a garden...once you pick the weeds, till the ground and plant...you are still not finished. i have to keep weeding...what is planted must be nourished by sunlight and rain to grow. i have a job...i must continue to do my part...and leave God's job to God...and trust God with the results. God makes it rain and shines the sun to make my garden grow...but message...God don't ho...haha!
justfortoday...star.
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