Monday, December 18, 2006

my stuff, your stuff, God's stuff...

this is a dilema...and one full of traps...it is easy to say, "well that is your problem", when in reality it may be a problem that i set rolling...years ago...especially where family is concerned...but sometimes, even when it is a manifestation of an old problem...it is many times made worse by my participation...the tendacy is to just jump in...without a life perservor...knowing the water is already at the boiling point! this is insanity...definition of which is: doing the same things over and over, expecting different results...

ok...i thought about it...then i jumped in...i felt like i was being disrespected, and misunderstood, and misrepresented, and...i was! sooooooo, i took up for me. learned a lesson...i can be wrong even when i am right! i should have kept my mouth shut...defending my rights was not worth what came afterwards! i just had to make a point...when a silent point would have been suficient, and better for all concerned...ok...live and learn! this was one of those times when i should have let go and let God...there was nothing i could do...and sometimes, nothing is what i should do...ok...got it...just for today...many blessings, star.

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