did not want to rise and shine this morning...haha...those that use to know me, knew me as someone who only came out at night...if i was up, and usually i was, when the sun came up, it was cause i had been up all night! so, a big part of this change has been that i now get up in the morning, and go to bed early enough to get a reasonable amount of sleep. have not been sleeping well, and had to go to the doctor yesterday for some other things...gonna have to have several tests run...which of course i hate...i am learning however, that doctors and medicine can be very helpful...if you are just honest with them. and so, this is the new me...being as honest as i know how to be...they have decided to put me on anti-depressants...this is something i have really been fighting against...but i have decided to try it. it will help to stabilize the chemicals in my brain, and produce more endorphins...those are the happy chemicals of my brain that i overworked and wore out when i was drinking and drugging...we shall see how this will go. i will keep you posted.
keeping it real...star.
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