control...

seems old habits die hard! a tornado blew in this morning, one of which i began blowing into creation many years ago...i was powerless...could not figure out what i was suppose to do, and finally after some praying, i realized that there was really nothing i could do except sit back and watch...it was hard to do; i wanted to step in and try and fix it...it is no longer my tornado to fix; i have passed it on. there is a lesson in it for me though...STOP CLICKING OUT DURING A TORNADO IN LIFE, AND YOU WONT HAVE TO BE FACED WITH THE CLEAN-UP FOR YEARS AND YEARS TO COME! haha! can laugh about it now, but this morning when the tornado's winds seemed to be reaching dangerous speeds, i was trapped in a panic attack! anytime i feel uncomfortable, i know now that it is about me...not really the tornado that is blowing around me. see, i clicked out of most of those life situations in the past, and did not learn how to deal with them. well, better late than never! many blessings...star.